Hello freaks of nature . =) Last night was the last performance of the year . Hugs and laughter were given to each and everyone of us . We all wanted to cry . Me too . I am not going back next year due to PMR . But will be rejoining during Christmas season . Would be missing China performance which is super sad . I want to go so badlyy . So sad . I actually lost my voice when we got back from Miri so it didnt recover fully when the KL performances started . Then on Saturday , on stage , I had to lip sing . Because of my condition . So then I thought , " Tomorrow is my last night till the end of next year . " It broke my heart thinking that I wouldnt be singing till end of 2010 . I loved this . I loved the feeling that I am belting out melodies . I just loved it . No doubt about it . <33