Hello freaks of nature . =) Last night was the last performance of the year . Hugs and laughter were given to each and everyone of us . We all wanted to cry . Me too . I am not going back next year due to PMR . But will be rejoining during Christmas season . Would be missing China performance which is super sad . I want to go so badlyy . So sad . I actually lost my voice when we got back from Miri so it didnt recover fully when the KL performances started . Then on Saturday , on stage , I had to lip sing . Because of my condition . So then I thought , " Tomorrow is my last night till the end of next year . " It broke my heart thinking that I wouldnt be singing till end of 2010 . I loved this . I loved the feeling that I am belting out melodies . I just loved it . No doubt about it . <33

Hello KL =)***

Hello ! Its been awhile since I've blogged . So here it is . I just got back from the Operafest tour . A lot happened during that time in Kuching and Miri . It was fun performing . But the best one I liked was the performance in the hospital for children with cancer . They were all so adorable . We all became very emotional . It was sad to see all these kids suffering to fight cancer . I hope our performance made their day . I absolutely loved the children there . Sad to see them suffer at their age . I really want to do that again . We also gave them presents . The presents were sponsored by DiGi . Operafest represented DiGi . LOL .

Hello December =)

This month has just started and there are already some things that has happened which we all did not want . My relative , Uncle Joe has passed on . Its sad . But it was bound to happen . I'm both happy and sad that he's gone . I'm happy because his pain has ended . I had heard from my dad that during family gatherings , he never came out anymore . He was ashamed of what he'd look like . My uncle had lost his pigmens and turned white . I could undersatnd that he was afraid of what people would think of him . There was no need of shame Uncle . This loss had a very big impact on all of us .

R.I.P Uncle Joe . You will be missed .

Baby , I Love Your Hugs !

I absolutely loved last night . The highlight of my holidays I guess . Haha . We got along really well . I was actually having fun ! Haha . Bumping butts was funny . It was all dark and stuff you couldnt see what people were doing . I could have just kissed him right there . Hahaha . Yeah right . LOL . When he wanted to go back , I walked him over to Kemuncak then I said , " Bi , you still owe me something " . Then he said , " Yeah I know . Your hug and your kiss ". I giggled . So he kept walking . I saw my dads car wasnt there . As he walked , I counted to ten . ( I know , I know . Lame ) Step by step , he suddenly said my name and called me over . Then he pulled me to him and hugged me which lasted for like 5minutes . It was heaven .


I Love You Ridzuan Yusoff Roberts . You've Stolen My Heart .
<3

30th December Baby . ^^

The Birthday Girl = )***

Hello people . I'm back on board to blogger . Haha . So anyway , yesterday was Ridzuan's birthday and also Julia's birthday party . It was loads of fun . Even though it was raining . We were all wet and stuff . The party was like a BBQ so yeah . Haha . Ira and Aiman were fighting . And we found out that Aiman Speed Dates on Facebook . Despo much ? Hahaha . Some of us got wet . My new sneakers kena Tepung . Haha . Inara got all white cause of the Tepung . Cute . Azizi got Julia a plushie , I got Julia a pencil case , Ira got her a mug , Ridzuan a bracelet , Nadzri a bracelet as well , Azim chocolates , Ku got her aromatic candles ( Haha ) .. The rest I cant remember . Haha . Oh yeahhhh . Since it was Ridzuan's birthday , Julia got him .... CONDOMS . Ahahahahaha . That was so funny . Then everyone pointed and shouted , " Tu ha . Tester kat sana . " And they were pointing at me . WTF . Haha . Loads of fun !!

I'm Trying .

When I think of all the things you've done to make me fall in love with you , I start to cry . Before the both of us got together , you were so sweet . Dont get me wrong . You still are . Before all of this , you texted me in the morning . First one to say good morning . Your words were in my head all day . Your voice . But now , when I see you , you give me smiles sometimes . Others are hatred , disgust . I dont get it . It hurts to hear people telling me you like other people . It hurts . I never ask of you . NEVER . But , it seems , I'm not good enough for you . Never was . I've tried to make you happy . I've tried . Tried so hard that my faith in this has died . You wouldnt help me . I want to say so many things to you . I dont hate you one bit . No . I love you so much that I could just give you my life so you could have yours . I'm wasting my time . I'm killing myself every single second . But I love you . Its worth it . You might not love me anymore . But I'll deal with that on my own . It'll cause me pain , but I have no other choice . ILY Ridzuan Yusoff Roberts <3

Mine Mine MINE ! =DD