Award To Myself .

Have you ever come across a feeling that you are te worst daughter/son ever ? I have . Well , it started when I first found out how much my trip and my choir vest cost . It was soo " OMFG . You are joking right ??! " . I'd rather not say how much it all came down to . I am blessed that Mummy didn't really say much . Just really shocked and gave me THE MOM LECTURE . Haih . That was when I realised that I am a hopeless daughter . Argh . I felt really bad . I definitely want to do better in life . But I keep procastinating for some reason . I cant stop . Argh . Suck . I have totally deserted everything . I wanna be a better person . No more throwing a tantrum , no more laziness , NO MORE . I am sick of myself . I no longer love what I am . Don't wanna be a failure .